Wow... That's Deep

Quicksand is a colloid hydrogel consisting of fine granular matter (such as sand or silt), clay and water. Someone stepping on it will start to sink. To move within the quicksand, a person or object must apply sufficient pressure on the compacted sand to re-introduce enough water to liquefy it. The forces required to do this are quite large: to remove a foot from quicksand at a speed or .o1 m/s would require the same amount of force as that needed to lift a medium-sized car. The most dangerous thing about quicksand its ability to entrap its victim causing panic and distress.

Basically if you get caught in quicksand your natural reaction is to fight and struggle, But due to the nature of quicksand this will only cause you to sink deeper. The harder you fight the deeper you sink, doesn't that sometimes feel like life?! Ever have one of those days where no matter how hard you try you cannot do anything right?! I call those quicksand days... Quicksand will not kill you. It is imposable to completely sink into quicksand. People that die from quicksand usually die from dehydration, heat stroke, or fatigue.

Point of this blog?! When you are placed in a hard or stressful situation CHILL OUT! You can easily get out of quicksand by relaxing and wiggling your legs.

Calling You

There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You never take that away

And if I said a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You never take that away

Well expect me to be calling you to see if you're okay
When I'm not around
Askin' if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile
To make a smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you dreamin'
If you're dreaming are you dreamin' of me
I can't believe
You actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's way
Then I fell in love with you
and you took that away

You take away the old
show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave
and send them back to you

I only wanna see if you're okay
When I'm not around
Askin' if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile
To make a smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you dreamin'
If you're dreaming are you dreamin' of me
I can't believe
You actually picked me

Balance Beam

I haven't been quite the same
so sure the story of my life would never change
Then in a bright-eyed way
I rinsed out the soap in my eyes
and wrote what you're about to read

Cause it's about a girl
That I hardly even knew
So this is not another love ditty
Just a list of things that I should know
And everyone should know that...

One: You gotta take it kinda slowly
Two: You gotta hurry up and make your move
Three: You gotta tell her that she's pretty
Four: You gotta be the perfect gentleman
you gotta show her that
she's the balance beam
and I keep fallin' all around her fairy tale

We took a walk in the rain
I suggested she confess there's a heart nearby
I stay cool but I'm giddy like a school boy
You gotta handle with care
This is not a toy
And gradually we touch
Although our clothes were wet
We suddenly smiled
I never thought I'd smile so much
The first kiss always says the most

One: You gotta take it kinda slowly
Two: You gotta hurry up and make your move
Three: You gotta tell her that she's pretty
Four: You gotta be the perfect gentleman
you gotta show her that
she's the balance beam
and I keep fallin' all around her fairy tale

End of an Era

The past few days I have come to the realization that this blog is no longer the anonymous blog that I wanted it to be when I created it. Due the the newly created ZachandHaleigh.blogspot.com blog and logging on to computers that remember site history more and more people know that this blog exists. So I am faced with two choices... Delete the blog and start writing in my Journal (like I should have been doing all along) or just delete the personal stuff and make this a run of the mill nothing special but I think my life is important to the world blog. I guess I am grateful to be heard by people but sad that I have lost my "secret blog"

On another note those of you that are reading this blog you probably note that a lot of them are kinda cheesy and love oriented and basically that is because the only people that knew that this blog existed were my loving fiance and my older sister (who accounts for over 85% of my viewer traffic). So I would blog to my fiance or just post things about her because I miss her terribly. Now that this is a public blog I guess I have to start blogging to a new audience... Which is fine...I just don't know if I will have anything to say to the world.

So I guess welcome to the new blog... Hope you're ready for mediocre posts about a less than exciting summer!

My Feelings

And if I could swim
I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating
In the dark.
And if I was blessed
I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving
Sunken chest.
'Cause they chose you
As the model
For their empty little dreams.

And if I was brave
I'd climb up to you on the mountain.
They led you to drink from their fountain
Spouting lies.
And I'd slay
The horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission
To your eyes,
And I'd stand there
Like a soldier
With my foot upon his chest.
With my grin spread
And my arms out
In my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me
I'd remind you
Who you are...
Under their shell...

I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes.
These soles are useless without you.
Through hell for you
Let the torturing ensue.
My soul is useless without you

And if they send a whirlwind,
I'd hug it like a harmless little tree.
Or and earthquake,
I'd calm it,
And I'd bring you back to me,
And I'd hold you
In my weak arms like a first born.

I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes.
These soles are useless without you.
Through hell for you
Let the torturing ensue.
My soul is useless without you

Now, I've walked through hell for you,
What's an adventurer to do
But rest these feet at home with you.

I think that this accurately describes my feelings for you. A lot of time I think that you are put up for ridicule by your family and friends. They are mean to you and treat you unfairly. I just want you to know that I'd do anything for you. I wont think twice about going wherever, whenever, as long as I know I'm doing it for you. Basically, because I would give anything to help you or make you even the slightest bit happier. I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as you're living my baby you'll be... (:

Baby I Love You

Okay so it's been a while since I have written anything on here. Most of that is because of so many things that are going on in my life. Most of the things that happen are good and wonderful and I couldn't be happier. Since the only people that read this blog are my sister and the love of my life I think that I can pretty much say whatever I want.

I have never been happier than I am right now. I wake up everyday and Haleigh is the first thing that I think of. During the day I talk to her almost constantly over text or just calling her on the phone. My favorite part of the day is in the evenings when I can sit down and relax then skype or call her. Her voice is on my list of favorite things in the world. Before I go to bed I tell her I love her and then thank my Heavenly Father that he has given me such a wonderful and beautiful woman to spend the rest of my life with.

So I thought that it would be nice to write down a few of my favorite memories of you and us. My favorite memory of us is when you made me dinner for Valentines Day. You did so much work and that room was so awesome! not to mention the fact that you looked so beautiful! My next memory is when we went down to CannonVille and climbed on top of "big white rock". I thought that you were just the coolest girl ever because you liked climbing and running around in the dirt. but I just kept on thinking that you were really cute and I really wished that you liked me back. I'm glad that all worked out ;) My next memory is when we went to those two dances in Provo. The first one where we dressed up and went to the MockTail party. You looked stunning as ever and it was just nice to get out in public with you. The next dance was the Masquerade Ball and I LOVED your mask. I really enjoyed making the masks in the first place, and then getting to wear them around was awesome. We were the best looking couple there for sure. I just wished that I could have gotten you to dance more lol jk. I also just loved some of the small things that we did together, Like watching The Office, Taking a nap or cuddling with you, basically any time I get to spend with you is my favorite.

All said and done I really have enjoyed my time with you. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you :)))))))))))))

I Loved taking picture with you, and you looked so cute!

Yes it was windy, but totally worth it! I wanna go back!

Your dress was great but your mask was better

I LOVE that face of yours! :)

You are the most beautiful, funny, cute, charming, caring, sexy, fun, adventurous, exciting, care free, and AMAZING woman ever!!!

The New Blog...

Well I've always wanted to start a blog... So here it is... The intent of this blog isn't really to get everyone's attention or anything like that. I just want a place where I can write down my thoughts. If they are heard or not really doesn't matter. I just want a place to express myself without having to worry about what others think.... This is my blog